i had so much fun today. it turned out to be me ryan and matt. i really had fun with them. we went to see krist talk in the park, but he never showed up. i guess t was post oned.
we sat and were indecisive even more for awhile.
we watched a show at the DOS.
i had fun.
i keep saying that.
we're going camping.
i really wish he liked me. as pathetic as that sounds. and i didn't even wat to say that either. but i gess its good to get this out.i dont think he ever would. we went to deception pass. his first time in years and years.
i saw stewy. i must admit seeing him made alll the blood in my body shoot to my face. i wanted to run away so bad. but i chose to sit on the couch and pretend i didn't know him. i do that a lot. when i become un good termed with someone i pretend they dont exist. his face made me feel awful. his everything. i wanted to run. but he ran instead.
love, loe will tear us apart, again.